I haven’t got a bloody clue what’s going on! My brain is full of ideas, intentions and goals all racing around in there and smashing into each other. For some reason, my brain is on over drive but my body just says “F*** that”. It’s like the two are not connected.
Yesterday I planned that when baby J went for his nap I would sit down and get planning properly and start executing some of my to-do list. I got as far as sitting down and then all of sudden I was waking up.
DAMN IT! how has this happened again? For the last 3 weeks every time I park my backside on the sofa, it’s lights out! I fall asleep sitting up, regardless what time of day it is. And regardless of whether my children are asleep or not. I’ve got to stop sitting on that thing it’s cursed I swear!
Actually I’ve got a cheek blaming the sofa! I’ve also been known to fall asleep on the floor and we don’t even have carpet. I fell asleep sitting up at work. Not whilst driving the train of course. On my break, so no danger to life or anything! (Thank God)
I’ve turned into a blogging mess too! Deadlines? What deadlines? I seem to be chasing my tail with EVERYTHING. What p*ssed me off the most this week was when I was stressing about getting all my blog commenting done. And feeling proud of my self that I stayed up late (despite feeling like death) to finish all my linky comments only to realise that I was commenting on linkys that I hadn’t even linked up to!!! HOW ANNOYING IS THAT?! I mean I got to read some good blog posts but I was short on time as it was!
*LIVE UP DATE: My partner just yelled “did you put something in the oven?!”
Yes I did… and now I have a very dark, crisp pizza! Do you see what I mean? I don’t even have the brain power for oven pizza. FFS! *
Any way back to what I was saying… if anyone has noticed that my comments/replies are like a day (or 4) late. I’m sorry, it’s not me, it’s just… me.
Has this ever happened to you? Where you just feel like you CAN NOT GET IT TOGETHER!
I thought possibly a glass of wine would sort me out. But I aborted that idea when I remembered that I’d probably just fall asleep again (i’m such a lightweight these days).
Tell me people… how do you recharge your batteries? How can I bring back the organised, non-stop, powerhouse woman who I used to be? I miss her. She rocked!